i love people…. i really do…. but they annoy the crap out of me… like… really annoy me i cant go on like this….people need to stay out of my business… so my cousin’s boyfriend had these condoms…. i dont have sex… i just took um…cuz… well… i dont know….lol….this lady who i told not to go in my room because i like my privacy….and i know people like to talk too much…i forgot they were in there…. so now she found it and didnt even ask me about it… i mean coe ON!! its ME!! noo…she says nothing… then TELLS MY MOTHER that she found condoms in my room…. why do people do that?? is that her business???
im a Christian… i dont have sex…. and i wont be as upset if she had said that to mymother only…she said that infront of other people… so now…my name will be tarnished….just like that…. and im upset…. i have a good name…and i want to keep it that way…..i just needed to let it out….im starting to feel better
and my mother is…sigh… driving me nuts…she wants to run my life… and im not letting her…and she is getting upset…and she is making me upset….im not happy at all… its driving me mad….i need her out of here….like right now…..i wish i could go live somewhere else….she questions everything…she gets upset when i get in too late…..she gets mad when i dont go shopping with her….and when i go i get so annoyed and bored and i feel like im wasting my life away… i jus sit there for hours with nothing to do…. so why must i inconvience myself just to make her happy?? and they always use the “i took care of you al those years”…yes… u did…and im grateful…now let me go on with my life…please…. let me be….
ok… glad i got that offf my chest… i feel alot better just like that…wow…haha
